Under the Knife

We're getting ready to head to the surgery center. I had some meltdowns last night, just anxiety. I'm more worried about the anesthesia than the actual procedure. But anyway.....I wrote a letter to Lily last night, just in case. I told Kevin I didn't think I could write another one to him, but he understood. I can talk to him, tell him things. He knows how I feel. I wanted Lily to have something in the future to keep, since she's so young.

Anyway, I digress....it's all for just me anyway, because I know things will be fine. I'll update tonight or maybe tomorrow on how things went.